Poem Number 2

The Road I Walk Upon
Every time I walk this road,
I know it comes with fear.
Anger, sadness, hurt, and pain,
and the loss of all that's dear.

I pray to God for strength and hope,
and to make another day.
Knowing that the future's rough,
there's got to be a way.

Pushing through my pain and past,
I long to just forget.
I hear the screams, and vial words,
I try not to get upset.

And every day I ask myself,
if you truly love me.
I hope and wait, and wait and hope,
to see if I should flee.

People say that words don't hurt,
but they are truly painful.
I try to cope with all you give,
but you are just disdainful.

I try to love you every day,
and love is all I want.
You hide your love which hurts me most,
when our relationship is detent.

All I can do is hope and pray,
that you will come around.
I do not want this pain inside,
that always cuts me down.